Week Of Torture!!!

Alright!!! It's already the third week of school and i survive it!Yay!!! *claps* I'm so happy that i can survive this very hard week with no problem (except for incomplete homework). With all the things that's happening between my parents.My parents been married for 20 years now. They got married on Valentines Day. Isn't it romantic?! 4 years after they got married, i was born. YAY!! After all this years living under the same roof with my parents, i know what they like, what they don't like, but i never know how much is my dads salary. my parents never tells me but if the are forms to be filled, they would right RM 4000 >. This year, for some reason, has become a HUGE issue between them! My dad is such a crook! Suer i know that things are not getting any cheaper but do you need to starve us and yourself to death?!! Everyday, my youngest brother had to eat bread for dinner. Only BREAD!!! Every time i enter the car, my mum will start to say something about my brother had to eat bread (again) and starts to tear up. I mean i know my brother is fat but eating bread every dinner is not good! Having too much of a good thing is not good too. Because of this, my parents often fights at night. Since i go to tuition for almost everyday (excluding Saturday and Sunday), my mum have to send me since my dad works at KL. For two weeks my youngest brother and i had to listen to my parents shouting at each other and now it have affects me deeply. As i have written in one of my so-call poems, i am not strong at heart and very fragile. With all the ignoring, scolding, and pointing at each others fault, it had affecting my sleep at night. I can't sleep till 1 in the morning cause of the fighting haunts me so every time i close my eyes and tries to sleep. Not only that. Two of my best friend (LeeLee & JoJo) had told me once that i look much more miserable than last year day by day. I felt guilty towards my friends who had to cheer me up or try to make me smile a bit. I seriously want things to be better for me and my friends but i'm just too tired due to lack of sleep. LeeLee, JoJo, sorry for making you guys miserable due to my lack of interest. I promise that things will get better and i'll be the old crazy and hyper Dhani again! FIGHTING!!!